And from then on it was a lot of yearning and confusion, because in my household it was like, being gay is really bad. We didn’t really know anyone who was gay, so I have no idea how I found this porn, but I was just like, “Oh, okay.” And because I was grounded at home alone for a week, I just threw myself into it. So sex wasn’t really something we talked about.
My mom is very Catholic and my father is 18 years older than her and introverted. I lived in a very sheltered Catholic household. I remember I got grounded and I have no idea how I found porn-I don’t think I even really knew what being gay was at the time. I discovered porn on spring break in sixth grade. For Sex Lives, GQ speaks with someone about their entire sex life up to this point and how their sexuality has evolved.
